http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/ Let's get inside and play. <br>Hide and seek.<br>Trick or Treat.<br>King and Queen.<br>Truth or Dare<br>or just<br>You and Me. Tue, 19 Aug 2008 01:38:02 -0000 Sat, 9 Aug 2008 08:03:59 -0000 http://images.trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/logo http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com 100 100 Chapter oneGod doesn't have gender because God has all the greatness of both female and maleGod likes music, because music is the universal language that across beyond the border of race, religion, ethnicity, beliefs, ideology, etc. And music unites human with fun, enjoyment, and able to touch every human soul.<br>God is rave, full of excitement and energy of euphoria feelings.God is like the twilight before sunrise. Recognize its presence like a weak sunlight, but feels strong, deep, personal and humble to the human who gaze it. God is dawn.God have a heart shaped box with one lock for each human where they can feel the love without being judge, where acceptance is always around and companion can be found. God love being loved.God taste like kiwi, soft, fresh, sweet and sour, gives the tingling taste to the tongue, and watery touch inside throat. God is narcissistic. Love being adored, generates huge amount of self image obsession therefore never grew bored of one self. God avoids ma... http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/journal/item/29/My_subconscious_ideas_of_God Sat, 9 Aug 2008 08:03:59 -0000 Over you todayViewed you from the top yesterdaySomewhere between you and meTwo lonely souls substitute each other<br>And everything turn upside downNo rewind button to be found<br>Something unexplained left behindNo cure in pain of being strangerEmbracing goodbyes with no more hellos Getting lost between reality and dreamsI can't hold the sun if the moon is comeRegrets and rethink alternatives endingMerciful chance never take place twice <br>So I accept unhappy endingsLeft me die with my heart stopper My monster love<br><br><br><br><br><br>  http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/journal/item/28/Monster_Love Sat, 2 Aug 2008 21:53:57 -0000 One glance opens an admiration towards one stranger in ones life / Sweet chemistry pulsating beneath the skin that tingles with warm sensation / Peculiar feelings starts to ride along / Pushed the unusual current in the tubes of blood circulation system / Happiness runs by minutes / Made blurry memories with highlighted colorful dots / Like watching the body parts evidence in autopsy room / With less blood red color and more joyful perspectives / Then blackness comes / As happiness morphing into misery / Sweats went dry, lunchtime decent conversation in a room of denials / All reversed phases runs by seconds brought a bitter reality / There, a girl sat down with question marks popping inside her brain<br>...................................Unanswered............................................................................ There, she tried to forget what consumed her thoughts / Get another song to sing and another chapter of life to learn / To find the beauty in misery<br><br><br><br><br><br><br> http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/journal/item/27/Beautiful_Misery Sat, 2 Aug 2008 21:21:27 -0000 http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/music/item/24/GOLDFRAPP_-_SEVENTH_TREE Fri, 1 Aug 2008 08:32:15 -0000 Sudah lama tidak menulis lagi. Kali ini setelah beberapa bulan lewat, akhirnya di pertengahan 2008 saya mulai menulis lagi.Aneh rasanya.<br>Bingung menuliskan apa, karena jiwa sedang dalam kondisi sehat.Biasanya jika sedang miring lebih banyak kata-kata tanpa makna yang menjadi rangkaian alfabet yang bermakna disini.<br>Clueless karena saat ini sibuk memaknai detik demi detik yang baru saja dilalui.Justru hal itu tidak membuat saya tergerak untuk menuliskan sesuatu tanpa makna yang menjadi kaya makna seperti sebelumnya.<br>Ironis. Ternyata jika saya sedang tidak miring tidak ada kesakitan serta kerinduan yang bermakna dalam tulisan saya.<br>Hasilnya? Yah seperti ini, kata-kata terlahirkan tanpa maksud serta arah yang jelas hanya untuk memancing saya memberikan sesuatu yang bermakna.<br>Mungkin seperti inilah manusia sakit yang lebih produktif jika dalam keadaan miring.Normal? Terasa hambar dan menjemukan.Kerinduan akan penderitaan, obsesi, kesunyian tidak terdapat dalam benak saya malam ini.<br>Saya menjadi ... http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/journal/item/25/Clueless Thu, 31 Jul 2008 14:21:21 -0000 jelajahi rimba kode bertegur sapa abjad angka  merangkai makna lahirkan ilusi menjadi obat pelipur lara menghadang pahit yang nyata  <br class="webkit-block-placeholder">beli sekantung rasa suka dapat bonus anti duka bayar tanpa rasa malu tuk habiskan uang tabu angguk kepala tiada ragu  <br class="webkit-block-placeholder">menghirup asap komoditi terbuai kemasan warna-warni setetes kilaunya hilangkan penat megah di mata cabuli nurani jika terbiasa rasa dosa pun sirna  <br class="webkit-block-placeholder">tak ingin jadi cinderamata seperti terbungkus dunia wangi aromanya akan binasa lenyap terurai oleh masa http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/journal/item/23/terbungkus_dunia Tue, 15 Apr 2008 09:08:44 -0000 Hoppipolla means : Jumping Into Puddles. I wish I can still do that when I'm http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/50/Hoppipolla_music_video_by_Sigur_Ros Sun, 6 Apr 2008 14:07:50 -0000 http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/49/49 Sun, 6 Apr 2008 14:03:18 -0000 Amazingly touch deep inside my heart. Kesedihan yang http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/48/sigur_ros_-_untitled_1_vaka Sun, 6 Apr 2008 13:56:47 -0000 There are three things that unites at this moment, as I'm writing this words.Space, melodies, ambiance.I can feel there's space between me and my body, at the same time I can hear the melodies from the back of my mind playing automatically, adjusting the ambiance that surrounds me.So here it goes, my hand goes uncontrollable typing this words, creating sentence that I never think before as if they have their own soul apart from what's mine. I'm making sketches in the form of alphabets side by side like strangers sitting in the bus. Describing every inch of my mind, scattered, unfocused, emerges suddenly, pushing through my pores, and rushes me to make this writing.Space.I became an alien to my own body. Weird senses comes to my mind as I gaze my own existence. Pinch. Hurts. Why am I have to stuck in this flesh?Melodies.Rethink and redefine my experience in life. Regrets, anxiety, relieve, craving, wondering, try to rethink another ending. Simultaneously as I playback those moments, t... http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/journal/item/21/SPACE._MELODY._AMBIANCE. Sun, 6 Apr 2008 13:47:07 -0000 Post rock genius. Their live performance is spectacular! http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/47/47 Sun, 6 Apr 2008 13:23:00 -0000 Need some patience to listen this one. Slowly..it'll swallow your piece of http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/46/Mogwai_-_I_Know_You_Are_But_What_Am_I_ Sun, 6 Apr 2008 13:11:15 -0000 I wait for you live in http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/45/Mogwai_-_Secret_Pint Sun, 6 Apr 2008 13:07:33 -0000 This song title describes what I feel when I listen to this song. Very true, imagining about my friend of the night. Happiness and sad at the same time. No need for the lyrics, when the melody has taking over my mind. Great song, very artistic http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/44/MOGWAI_-_Friend_Of_The_Night Sun, 6 Apr 2008 12:59:56 -0000 Post rock band, British rock from Glasgow Scotland. This one taken from the album Mr.Beast, and one of my favorite among other brilliant songs. Soulful, deep, touch your http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/43/MOGWAI_-_Travel_Is_Dangerous Sun, 6 Apr 2008 12:54:45 -0000 Here it is! After 11 years, they finally back with their album "Third" in 2008. But Portishead is worth it. Machine Gun, satu lagu dari album terbarunya. And here's the official video!! So good to have you http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/42/Portishead_-_Machine_Gun_NEW_VIDEOThird_Album_2008_ Sat, 5 Apr 2008 13:18:29 -0000 I become emotionally unbalanced by this song. There goes my down moments, sweet misery. Adore http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/41/Nine_Inch_Nails_-_Something_I_can_never_have_still Sat, 5 Apr 2008 12:40:56 -0000 I do WISH to see you perform in http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/39/Nine_Inch_Nails_-_Wish Sat, 5 Apr 2008 12:08:43 -0000 I feel you guys, totally understand what you http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/38/David_Bowie_feat_Nine_Inch_Nails_-_Im_Afraid_Of_Americans Sat, 5 Apr 2008 12:01:35 -0000 Another new single from Pendulum. Still good, but somehow not too http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/37/Propane_Nightmares Sat, 5 Apr 2008 11:14:33 -0000 This is the official video of the new Pendulum single from the new album "In Silico" released May 2008. Heavy...heavy...friggin heavy dnb. http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/36/Pendulum_Granite_-_Official_Video Sat, 5 Apr 2008 11:11:31 -0000 One great remix, and combined with Final Fantasy footage. Not that great, but I still dig this song. Alot! So I don't really cares bout the clip..just enjoy it http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/35/Hold_your_Colour Sat, 5 Apr 2008 11:00:43 -0000 Real drum, real guitar, real bass, wicked vocal. Great melodies in this tune, apart from drums beats and bass! God bless DnB...God save Pendulum! http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/34/Pendulum_-_Live_in_Perth_N.Y.E._2007_-_Hold_Your_Colour Sat, 5 Apr 2008 10:47:46 -0000 Again, Pendulum live PA. Far more better when they performing live like this one. Specially when they bring this massive "Voodoo People" of Prodigy remix. Great, great and greeaaat!!!! http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/33/Pendulum_-_Live_SeOne_London_021206_-_Voodoo_Remix Sat, 5 Apr 2008 10:39:13 -0000 This is what makes Drum and Bass so wicked! Blood Sugar by Pendulum, in his live PA shows more rocking side, raw DnB. Just great! I wish I was one of the http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/32/Pendulum_-_Live_in_Perth_N.Y.E._2007_-_Blood_Sugar Sat, 5 Apr 2008 10:23:10 -0000 http://trippyscatterbrain.multiply.com/video/item/31/Royksopp_-_What_Else_Is_There_Trentemoller_Remix Sat, 5 Apr 2008 10:17:17 -0000